I Will Not Lose

Have you ever been in a situation where you see someone in your family who likes to pretend to be innocent and act differently when they are with other people and when they are only with you, like a wolf in a sheep suit? They are really good at trying to get sympathy from people and manipulating their way through life. Everything they say is like the holy grail to other people. They mistreat you but you just cannot tell your parents or any other of your family member about it because none of them will believe it and you will end up making a fool of yourself if you tell them because this person is so cunning, so good at acting like a goddamn saint and they hide their true color very well behind their angelic face, beautiful smile and their cheerful attitude, so the only thing you can do is swallow it and try your best to keep moving on with your life😐

Baking

I really love baking cakes and cookies!! It's like therapy for me besides drawing. I love to feel flour on my palms and I don't mind getting dough underneath my fingernails. My passion for baking started when I was still a little girl and I would sit at the edge of the kitchen while my grandmother baked delicious cakes for me. I would pay attention to all the little details that she would make as she baked. I was really amazed by how eggs, milk, sugar, flour and a few other ingredients could create something so delicious. When I was little, I saw it as if it was almost like magic! It's incredible.

Helpless

Halo. I have a good news to share with you. Do you remember my nephew who fell off the stair railing at his school and ended up in a long coma because he fell with his head hitting the floor that caused him to suffer a brain damage? I wrote about him last year. Here, click the flower if you wanna read it: 🌸 

So, he is finally awake from awful trauma. It should be a good news, shouldn't it? Of course me and my family are glad that he's awake from a long sleep. After suffering from a brain damage, he spent two and a half years in a coma before he finally woke up. We didn't lose hope. In the years that passed, we never gave up on him. We always believed that one day he would wake up and it really happened! But... I somehow feel a little disappointed to see his condition.

Halas

 *smiling innocently* Halo!! How are you, guys? I hope you are doing okay.

I know that it has been months since my last update. Like, I promised myself that I would never neglect this blog but I wasn't quite in a good mood (and I still am not in a good mood) after writing about my nephew's fatal accident as it triggered me to have many sad flashbacks about him when he was still able to walk, play football, smile and laugh like there was nothing could stop him from being happy and enjoying his wonderful life.

I find it scary to see how quick life can change. It almost feels like just in a blink of eye your life is totally upside down. I am terribly sad for my nephew's health condition, but his accident also made me realize that I have never felt grateful for having some of the most important things in life; namely family, friends and the most important thing is, my health. Just to think about him not being able to do anything himself makes me realize how precious life really is and we all should be grateful that we are still be able to walk, to do almost everything by ourselves. How precious it is that we can still breathe without ventilator.

I hope you learn something from this very short post. Please, please, for your own sake, think wisely before you make any reckless decision. Love yourself, love your life. Think about your family too. I hope you are always in good health💙

Gesto

Halo! Thank you so much for wasting your precious time to read my last post and comment on it, haha. Thank you to Lalabetterdayz, to recommend me to drink milk instead of water after eating spicy food. Water only increases the burning sensation in your mouth and lips. I learned the hard way. But I feel better now. I will never eat spicy food ever again. I would rather eat nothing than eat spicy food that causes me to suffer later. Bah! 😑I vomited so much blood that night. No joke. I turned my bathroom into a crime scene that night.. lol.

Anyway, I want to share something with you. This is important. I was browsing through my twitter and saw this video. I don't know whose video this is, but I got it from Extreme Videos. I don't know about you, but it's quite disturbing to me. You might think it's just a funny entertaining video, but it's actually not funny at all. Not to me. Seriously, please DO NOT DO THIS!

Now, let me explain to you why this is not funny nor entertaining. My nephew, 13, did this at school. He slid from the stairs rail like it's a slide and then he fell with his head hitting a concrete floor. None of his friends and teachers thought that he would end up in a long coma because after he fell, he still looked fine and no external injuries. He even got up by himself and walked away like nothing happened. He was in shock after falling from the second floor, of course, but he was still able to speak and walked independently at the time. What they didn't know, he actually got cerebral hemorrhage.