So, last month I wrote about how sad I was because I felt like all my problems seemed to never end, how I wished my life was easier and everything was just simpler. Some of you tried to leave a comment on my last post but I decided to disable the comment section, so sorry for that. I thought it was a pathetic post (I actually still think it is) so I didn’t want you all to think that I was seeking for some attention from you or whatever since my posts are mostly sad. I also didn’t want you to feel like you are obligated to comment on my last post just because I did on yours. I was stressed out of my mind, scared and so overwhelmed with my problems. I just wanted to write how I really felt on my blog to make me feel better as writing is like a therapy for me. That’s all.
Don’t ask me where all those thoughts come from because I really can’t even explain it to you. I guess it’s because I’m always insecure about almost everything. I’m always worried about what other people think or say about me. Some of you probably think I’m being silly for thinking that way, but I just can’t stop these thoughts invading my mind.
