Helpless

Halo. I have a good news to share with you. Do you remember my nephew who fell off the stair railing at his school and ended up in a long coma because he fell with his head hitting the floor that caused him to suffer a brain damage? I wrote about him last year. Here, click the flower if you wanna read it: 🌸 

So, he is finally awake from awful trauma. It should be a good news, shouldn't it? Of course me and my family are glad that he's awake from a long sleep. After suffering from a brain damage, he spent two and a half years in a coma before he finally woke up. We never lose hope. In the years that passed, we never gave up on him. We always believed that one day he would wake up and it really happened! But... I somehow feel a little disappointed to see his condition.

Gesto

Halo! 

Thank you so much for wasting your precious time to read my last post and comment on it, haha. Someone advised me to drink milk instead of water after eating spicy food because water will only increase the burning sensation in your mouth and lips. 

I learned the hard way. But I feel better now. I will never eat spicy food again. I would rather eat nothing than eat spicy food that causes me to suffer later. Bah! 

I vomited so much blood that night. No joke. I turned my bathroom into a crime scene that night.. lol.  

Anyway, I want to share something with you. This is  VERY important. I was browsing through my twitter and saw this video. I don't know whose video this is, but I got it from Extreme Videos.  

I don't know about you, but it's quite disturbing to me. You might think it's just a funny entertaining video, but it's actually not funny at all.  

 Seriously, please DO NOT DO THIS!!!!!!!

 

Let me explain to you why this is not funny or entertaining. My 13-year-old nephew did this at school. He slid down the stair railing like it was a slide, then fell and hit his head on the concrete floor. 

None of his friends or teachers thought he would end up in a long coma, because after he fell, he still looked fine and had no external injuries. He even got up by himself and walked away like nothing had happened. He was in shock from falling from the second floor, of course, but he was still able to speak and walk independently at the time. What they didn't know was that he actually had a cerebral hemorrhage.

Baby

I swear I will never eat spicy food again!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas!

Halo, everyone. How are you? Wow, it's been a long time since the last time I updated my blog. So much has happened since August. Some issues seem not getting any better like they should. I feel like I’m stuck in a loop. Now I’m just trying to hold on, be strong and keep my sanity. The last few months, I've been trying to keep myself busy so I won’t be too stressful or sad about my problems and all the things going on in my family. 

Anyway, it's past midnight and I haven't slept even a minute. I keep coughing and feel like I'm trying to clear my lungs but coughing just makes me cough more. My throat hurts so bad from coughing. My nose is so stuffed that I have to breathe through my mouth, which just makes it even worse. I'm super tired but I have this horrible cough that is not allowing me to sleep. Oh, poor me😢

Appreciation Post

So, last month I wrote about how sad I was because I felt like all my problems seemed to never end, how I wished my life was easier and everything was just simpler. Some of you tried to leave a comment on my last post but I decided to disable the comment section, so sorry for that. I thought it was a pathetic post (I actually still think it is) so I didn’t want you all to think that I was seeking for some attention from you or whatever since my posts are mostly sad. I also didn’t want you to feel like you are obligated to comment on my last post just because I did on yours. I was stressed out of my mind, scared and so overwhelmed with my problems. I just wanted to write how I really felt on my blog to make me feel better as writing is like a therapy for me. That’s all.

Don’t ask me where all those thoughts come from because I really can’t even explain it to you. I guess it’s because I’m always insecure about almost everything. I’m always worried about what other people think or say about me. Some of you probably think I’m being silly for thinking that way, but I just can’t stop these thoughts invading my mind.